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Silent Birth
02:35
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Silence…
The loudness,
Comes sooner
Or later...
Be still…
Enjoy,
The fruits
Of their labor…
Silence,
Silent birth.
(...deid dah eh dehsiw eH
,gnidne saw ecnelis eht sa tuB
.devivrus eH .duorp doots eH
,gnihcaorppa saw nwad sA)
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2. |
The Gaping Mouth
02:40
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“The lights are on,
But there’s no one home.”
I hate,
Your face.
Loathe the taste.
Erased,
You’re replaced.
In vain,
You're to blame.
Inane,
Put to shame
Guess what?
- You fucking suck.
All your “successes” were based on luck.
I agree,
- That you need,
A diagnosis for your mental deficiency.
Hey,
Don’t blame me.
I am not the reason for the helmet you need.
But I’ll make sure you’re beaten until you fucking leak.
You made me hate,
-Now, do you feel the same?
I hope you choke,
I hope you don’t-
- Keep breathing
- Another day.
Oh make it,
STOP.
OR,
SHUT UP.
“The lights are on,
But there’s no one home.”
My Court Jester,
Why do you remind me of something?
‘Cause I can’t say I like it anymore.
The Gaping Mouth is ignorant.
Forever.
The Gaping Mouth is blissful of self-truth.
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3. |
Should've
03:57
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"Love"
Why bother to socialize when,
I never leave feeling satisfied?
Why waste the sweat of my brow when,
I can’t recall ever feeling alive?
They stare at me,
Like they’ve never seen
- Another human being.
So I’ll just slip away,
& pray they forget me.
My name’s been on the tip of your tongue,
So spit now and rid yourself.
Then take a good, hard look.
- At what you helped me become.
YOU CAN’T FIND ME WITH YOUR
- STICKS AND STONES...
‘CAUSE I’VE HIDDEN FROM YOU,
- & NEVER FELT SO ALONE…
I can’t complain,
Under these gags and restraints.
& I can’t see,
You getting any closer to me.
Year by year,
Day by day.
In my head.
You rot away.
One Way,
Dead End.
They stare at me,
Like they’ve never seen
- Another human being.
So I’ll just slip away,
& pray they forget me.
My name’s been on the tip of your tongue,
So spit now and rid yourself.
Then take a good, fuckin’ look.
- At what you helped me become.
Should…
Have…
Could…
Have…
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4. |
Lucid Amputation
06:00
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Attaching self to someone else,
- Kept me weakened and frail.
& Their tender spit,
In my face.
Did I happen to catch that little detail?
Now I’ve waited far too long to let you know
- That I needed something.
But then again, my dear friend.
Did you happen to catch that little detail?
I'll cut away what is necessary.
I'll amputate with lucidity.
Why should I help you?
Never gone...
Never there…
God damn, I should've cut you off.
My life,
My rules.
NOW.
By the skin of my teeth,
Through the powers in me.
I have no need,
For us to speak.
Fuck you,
I’ll do it myself.
No more,
I’m leaving this hell.
Fuck you,
I’ll do it myself.
No more
- Of this fake parallel.
I'll cut away what is necessary.
I'll amputate with lucidity.
Why should I help you?
It’s like you wanted to be in my life.
But now we both know,
I see through your lies.
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Dephamy San Diego, California
Dylan Zayas;
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