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Silent Birth

by Dephamy

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Silent Birth 02:35
Silence… The loudness, Comes sooner Or later... Be still… Enjoy, The fruits Of their labor… Silence, Silent birth. (...deid dah eh dehsiw eH ,gnidne saw ecnelis eht sa tuB .devivrus eH .duorp doots eH ,gnihcaorppa saw nwad sA)
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“The lights are on, But there’s no one home.” I hate, Your face. Loathe the taste. Erased, You’re replaced. In vain, You're to blame. Inane, Put to shame Guess what? - You fucking suck. All your “successes” were based on luck. I agree, - That you need, A diagnosis for your mental deficiency. Hey, Don’t blame me. I am not the reason for the helmet you need. But I’ll make sure you’re beaten until you fucking leak. You made me hate, -Now, do you feel the same? I hope you choke, I hope you don’t- - Keep breathing - Another day. Oh make it, STOP. OR, SHUT UP. “The lights are on, But there’s no one home.” My Court Jester, Why do you remind me of something? ‘Cause I can’t say I like it anymore. The Gaping Mouth is ignorant. Forever. The Gaping Mouth is blissful of self-truth.
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Should've 03:57
"Love" Why bother to socialize when, I never leave feeling satisfied? Why waste the sweat of my brow when, I can’t recall ever feeling alive? They stare at me, Like they’ve never seen - Another human being. So I’ll just slip away, & pray they forget me. My name’s been on the tip of your tongue, So spit now and rid yourself. Then take a good, hard look. - At what you helped me become. YOU CAN’T FIND ME WITH YOUR - STICKS AND STONES... ‘CAUSE I’VE HIDDEN FROM YOU, - & NEVER FELT SO ALONE… I can’t complain, Under these gags and restraints. & I can’t see, You getting any closer to me. Year by year, Day by day. In my head. You rot away. One Way, Dead End. They stare at me, Like they’ve never seen - Another human being. So I’ll just slip away, & pray they forget me. My name’s been on the tip of your tongue, So spit now and rid yourself. Then take a good, fuckin’ look. - At what you helped me become. Should… Have… Could… Have…
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Attaching self to someone else, - Kept me weakened and frail. & Their tender spit, In my face. Did I happen to catch that little detail? Now I’ve waited far too long to let you know - That I needed something. But then again, my dear friend. Did you happen to catch that little detail? I'll cut away what is necessary. I'll amputate with lucidity. Why should I help you? Never gone... Never there… God damn, I should've cut you off. My life, My rules. NOW. By the skin of my teeth, Through the powers in me. I have no need, For us to speak. Fuck you, I’ll do it myself. No more, I’m leaving this hell. Fuck you, I’ll do it myself. No more - Of this fake parallel. I'll cut away what is necessary. I'll amputate with lucidity. Why should I help you? It’s like you wanted to be in my life. But now we both know, I see through your lies.

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Conceptualized in the midst of mass isolation and uncertainty, "Silent Birth" expresses all the dynamic feelings associated with being locked in a quiet room with only your burdensome memories as company.

Sit back. Relax. Listen. Be still. & enjoy the fruits of their labor.

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released July 24, 2020

All music written, recorded, produced, mixed, & mastered by Dylan Zayas.
Artwork, photography, & visual design by Hailey Zayas.
Publishing by Dead Cilia Music.

Dephamy would like to thank:
Dan S. & Tyler B., for sharing their unending wealth of knowledge.
Mira Costa's podcast club for taking an interest.
Liam M., Megan M., & Steven B., for listening to and providing feedback on the first mixes.
Priya S., for graciously allowing me to borrow some of the gear necessary to record this EP.
Emmitt D., for being the ultimate badass.
& Special thanks to Russell, Stacey, and Hailey Zayas, for their unprecedented love and support.

Dephamy proudly uses:
Warwick & Epiphone instruments
Seymour Duncan Pickups
Chickenpicks
Shure Microphones
Mackie Interfaces
Fractal Audio Interfaces
Sennheiser Audio

[© 2020 Dylan Zayas]

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San Diego based sound engineer and solo songwriter.

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